Going to be

I’m not ok right now.  Kinda want to cry and be depressed.  But I have this feeling that tomorrow morning I’m going to get up and go to class and go to work and go to practice and then come sleep.  Pete called it normal.  I’m going to be ok, and for the first time I believe that.  She told me she’s seeing someone else now.  I didn’t freak.  In fact, I finished my meeting.  Asked a question of a mentor character and discussed it with another.  I did me-type things.  I still love her.  I still dream of being with her.  But I’m going to be ok.  Not quite right now.  Not tomorrow.  Things will still suck.  But I’m going to be ok.